A couple of written dabbles: Loneliness & Chains

Below are a couple of quick written dabbles I wrote when I feeling a bit down. I don't quite know what to do with them--whether or not to build upon them or leave them as they are. In the end, I figured I'd just post them up here.

When dreams cease to be enough to sustain me and the loneliness becomes too much to bear… 

When the tears fall unguarded and the fragile glue no longer hold together the pieces of my heart… 

Do I give up on this colorless world and find my own shades of happiness in a different realm?

This one is really short and I really like the language usage, but I can't see where to go with it. So, it's been sitting on my hard drive for quite a while.

I wish I could break free of these chains that bind me.

I wish I could get rid of the pain in my heart.

If only I could fulfill all of these unfulfilled desires…

If only I could be liberated.

I’m lost in a sea of conflicting emotions and I pray to be saved.

Is happiness possible or is it an improbability?

Will I ever be the one to make decisions about my life and how I choose to live it?

Or will I forever remain a puppet on barb-wire strings?

Strings that cut and bleed, each time I try to defy the puppeteers.

Cuts that bleed and hurt as I try to go my own way.

Hurting and a broken heart as I try to be true to me.

A Broken heart and a living death because I’m starting to tire from the fight…

Death –have finally given up.

This one is longer, but I feel as if it doesn't flow quite right. I don't know how or where to make any changes though. As you can see, poetry isn't really my forte. I'm more of a prose kind of gal. ^___^

Anyway, until next time. I still have quite a bit of pictures I'd like to share and I'll get to them soon!

Love,
Tuma